@yoji

i use he/him. Mexican. Diagnosed Autistic, ADHD, & MDD. my birthday is on the 14th of May

I love Vocaloid, music, my cat, figurines, drawing

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loves Vocaloid producers,
vocal synthesizers (utau, synthv, cevio etc), Jpop, Kpop,
character illustration,
Alien Stage, Sanrio,
Japanese stationery, learning Japanese, Bandori,
Monogatari series, K-on, etc.
myanimelist and anilist username: greymirage

DNI racist, homophobic, transphobic, makes fun of mental illness, makes fun of interests, making sexual comments or jokes about me, excessive use of slurs, lots of teasing

likes Project Sekai, Mob Psycho 100, visual novels, BL, texting, Jfashion, Serial Experiments Lain, Chiikawa, Saiki K, Vivinos, Roblox

BYI im twice exceptional (2E), so i have a highly gifted IQ while having learning disabilities. it causes asynchronous development and makes average tasks extremely difficult, but makes complex tasks easier. i cant go to school or take care of myself, but im considered above average in art and academics. verbally, my speech is disorganized, but i am fluent in written word.

I recently realized a lot of my social difficulties come from experiencing extreme symptoms of Schizoid personality disorder. I have social anhedonia, which means that I don't gain any emotion from social interaction, and most of the time any sort of joy is very short lived. It's okay to message me but just know that I may take a while to respond. Social interaction is very low priority to me and I do not enjoy maintaining and keeping friendships. I only make friends out of boredom. I'm bored pretty often so usually I'll get small bursts of social energy that lets me meet new people, but maintaining those social relationships is extremely difficult for me. Because of that social anhedonia, I don't value people as much as others do. I don't get attached to people and if you decide to stop talking to me, it makes no large emotional impact on me.
This does not mean that I lack empathy, I'll feel bad for the fact that you've lost a friend, but I don't really miss spendinng time with or talking to people. I have empathy for the impact on your life, I don't act out of any personal emotion.